I swear I cannot be any happier. I told myself I would be sleeping at 230 but I just can’t find myself to sleep since I’m too darn happy. LOL I don’t understand myself. I can’t sleep when I’m annoyed but I can’t sleep when I’m too happy. I guess sleep just isn’t meant for me sometimes. HAHA.
I cannot be any happier :)
Wanting to be mad at you and hate you is so hard when you’re sweet to me. God. You’re so lucky you make me smile cause I just want to beat the shit outta you sometimes. My jerkface. ❤
OF COURSE. When I’m being all emotional and crap. You have to be all sweet and “boyfriend-like” I hate it when you do this to me. Because I can never be upset or mad at you. Sigh. My feelings are all over the place.
I hate just imagining that you’re holding her. I hate imagining you’re doing everything you do with me, with her. I hate imagining her cuddling with you. I hate this feeling. You talking to me right now isn’t making this feeling any better. Being all sweet to me saying “So what’s my honey doing?” sigh. Am I REALLY your honey? Like you told me this plenty of times that you’re a “one woman man” and you proved it to me how faithful you are. But then what’s wrong with me? I’m trying to play it off that it doesn’t bother me. But there’s so much I can hold in before I snap. Mer.